mission must possible.

"You sure you wanna look like this when I propose to you?"

I pulled myself out of bed to gym.

After 20mins on the treadmill...

"Good. I think your legs are still not pass for the short dress you want to wear for our ROM."

I threw myself on the bike for another 20mins.

"That tummy might spoil your wedding gown you know.."

Okay okay.. 3 sets of sit ups.

"Darling you did such a great job :)"

That's my evil personal trainer.

I can only have soup for dinner T_____T

Dear God... I need to shake off that chunk of extra fat...in a month's time.
I know through You I can do all things.
This is Mr Leong's prayer. Amen.

转眼就永远

永远
是个很遥远的字眼。

转眼
代表的何止是那一瞬间？

爱如果可以到永远
你是否能陪我到那天？

爱如果只能在瞬间
一转眼你会不会不见

梦如果可以实现
应该不会太远


可是我好像把梦遗忘在昨天。


找不回        寻不见
想你的时候就闭上眼
聆听风声雨声
和你模糊的再见

只能珍惜有你的瞬间
哪怕一转眼
就是永远。

哪怕一转眼
你不在身边。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

许多话想说但不知从何说起
真的艺术家的忧郁不是骗人的。
我不是说我是艺术家，也不是说我很忧郁
那种半夜三更外面下雨的effect真的很恼人。

十月了...
2011年快到尾声。
这年大起大落，经历的怎能用言语形容？
我的心啊， 我的心...
你辛苦了。

说故事的人，
说的总是别人的故事。

忙碌的人
忙得总是别人的事。

只能说还活着是礼物
还忙着是祝福
能知足是一种幸福。

我的心啊，我的心...

Pik Chek again.

See my post last year...
http://angeline-ning.blogspot.com/2010/07/pik-chek.html

Well... I'm in the same old situation AGAIN.
Just that...
Mr Director is not here to bug me...
He's not here to blow me up the wall...
He's not here to see if I'm ok...

It's not easy...
to make myself dwelling in his story over and over again.
to make myself recall every single heartbreaking details.
to dig out memories from his love ones.
I hate doing that.

and this just makes me miss him more.

I believe it's for a greater cause.
I just have to keep myself together.
Chill. I'm perfectly fine.

just...

PIK CHEK 2.0!!!!!!

haha :D

Beautiful.

Beautiful 全然美丽

Beautiful     你是全然美丽

我身 我心 我灵   都要赞美你

耶稣          你是全然美丽

一生 一世 永远   都要敬拜你 

在Only God Church Camp 按手礼时的感动。

　我的耶稣，全然美丽。

　Everything is beautiful in my life, because my God is...

COMPLETELY. ABSOLUTELY. BEAUTIFUL.

some deep shit moments

I am late for an appointment and...
- my car ran out of fuel
- forgot to reload my Touch n Go card
- my brake lights are still not functioning.

I need to reply an important SMS from my student and...
- my phone's keypad is not functioning
- I'm alone in the office
- I couldn't even call back cz I can't scroll the phone screen to see the number

I came home from a tiring working day and...
- I forgot to bring the house keys (it's 1am)
- my brother just don't feel like picking up the phone
- the worst part......

THIS STUPID COCKROACH IS BLOCKING MY WAY TO THE BATHROOM!!!!

so here I am..
sitting at my bro's com and blog...
hoping that the cockroach decides to go back to its shitty dark drain and let me bathe.


p/s: hey it's September already!

30 minutes.

 

用工作间隔的30分钟写一篇纪念他的稿，说是要放在他追思聚会的program book。

只给我30分钟，我望着电脑，脑子一片空白...

游走FB及部落各，果然有好多写给他的post。想参考参考，毕竟怎么可能30分钟内就能写好关于一个人的一生...

字打了又删，删了又打。

思绪定格在那张又熟悉又怜惜的脸...

写下...

" 我们都记得他温柔，体贴人的心。宁愿自己吃亏，为要让身边的人快乐。

他从不好胜，但他心里总对自己要达成的目标有一股莫名的坚持。

凭着这份坚持，他总是能够鼓励身边的人，他常说：“不要轻言放弃，否则对不起上帝”。

在他抗癌的期间，我们更加能够看见，他以行动证明他永不放弃的信念 。

他偶尔会提起说，他还有很多事情没有做，他还想为他所爱的人付出些什么…

他或许不知道，Kevin Too这个名字，带给多少人生命中的震撼！

我们或许觉得很惋惜，这么年轻的生命，这么大好前景的生命…

但，

因着他对上帝的信靠，我们的信心也与他一起成长。

因着他积极的对抗病魔，我们也抹去眼泪选择与他并肩作战。

因着他的勇气，我们也变得刚强。

Kevin ，你是我们的英雄。

我们知道上帝比我们任何一个人更加爱你，你已经完成了天父要你走的路，而且完成的很漂亮。

我们会记得你，当我们都完成了自己该走的旅程，就在天堂见你。"

看看表，30分钟，按下Send。

看看自己，看到昨晚忍到今天的眼泪...

Kevin...天堂见。

Tonight

I cried.
Jesus cried for Lazarus, and Lazarus was revived.
If only my tears could move God's heart...
so that he will be healed.
I am willing to cry him a river.

Listening to "Believe in love, you will see miracles" by SOP while editing some photos taken in the hospital.
Tears flow...
And I let it flow.

There is no greater love than to lay down one's life for one's friends. (John 15:13)

We love you too much to let you go.
We too, know God's love for you surpasses all love man can give.
Jesus lay down His life for you, there is no greater love than this.

So you be strong, Kevin.

We believe together with you.

Love you.