Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Tonight

I cried.
Jesus cried for Lazarus, and Lazarus was revived.
If only my tears could move God's heart...
so that he will be healed.
I am willing to cry him a river.

Listening to "Believe in love, you will see miracles" by SOP while editing some photos taken in the hospital.
Tears flow...
And I let it flow.

There is no greater love than to lay down one's life for one's friends. (John 15:13)

We love you too much to let you go.
We too, know God's love for you surpasses all love man can give.
Jesus lay down His life for you, there is no greater love than this.

So you be strong, Kevin.
We believe together with you.

Love you.

Friday, June 17, 2011

I am reminded

that God will always reserve the VERY BEST for me.
I have been loosing faith a little, worrying a little lately...
Feeling like walking away...from the big problems ahead.

But yea, I am reminded again today,
that I am a princess in God's eyes,
that I am mommy's precious daughter,
that I am his one and only love,
that all my dreams will come true,
that I deserve all wonderful things in the world.
that I have been receiving so much love.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

It's May 31st

I blog in order to add 1 more pathetic post to the only 1 pathetic post for May archive.

I never thought work will wear me down and tear me off the time to blog. My blog needs salvation.

This will be boring and random and with no pics.

Stepping into the next half of year 2011 in approximately 3 minutes, time flies like Buzz Lightyear.
Some update about me so far:

- We've submitted our booking forms to JPN for R.O.M on November 11...just in case you are not aware. *ehem*
- Feeling a little shy being in the limelight when people start flooding my FB page with wishes and blessings.
- Bought my 13th wedding magazine and downloaded my 3rd wedding planner guide.
- Gotta love Martha Stewart Weddings. I finish reading EVERYTHING in 2 days.
- Having so many plans in my head but ditched nearly all of them due to my empty pocket.
- We've made a booking of 40 tables with Oriental Pavilion but have to ditch that too cos my mom just decided to have an 'Organic' dinner banquet.
- Had a hard time choosing my bridal party especially my bridesmaid. If  I were to show you the list... I will have a few dozens of bridesmaid. And he's gonna kill me.
- Had a hard time following my weight lost plan. Cos I simply don't have one.
- I have not put my hands into anything about wedding for 2 weeks now. That's a good sign.
- But now I'm blogging all updates on wedding. That's bad.
- And heck, it's 12:10am and I shall backdate this post to yesterday..

Cz this post suppose to be another pathetic post added to the only pathetic post for MAY.

Monday, May 16, 2011

剩下的发现。

从去年9月到今天过了7个月,还有4个发现还没写...如果你们还记得的话。
不记得?自己去看: 发现#1 - #4    发现#5 - #6

发现#7
怪不得我7个月来吃不好,睡不着,原来还欠你们4个发现!!
(酱就搞定一个发现??你很敷衍一下je!!)
不爽不要看la.. :p

发现#8
我发梦都梦见的事情快要发生了... 心情像喝了一碗bak kut teh + milo粉 + 过期yogurt...
五味参杂........................... 还会肚子痛 @@
如果你们听说什么/怀疑什么/真的知道什么,请有忍耐加上持守的美德。
谢绝媒体采访,对散播谣言者(无论属实或不属实)将保留提告的权利。
你们都知道我走的是华丽的D调路线。
谢谢。

发现#9
我真的很穷。
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。。。。。
词穷。

(你又像酱子敷衍掉一个发现? X@!!nk0*&^$####......)

请你保留我对你的一点点尊重... 这是一篇善良纯洁的部落格,请注重您的遺词用字。
谢谢。

钱到用时方恨少。
发现很多梦想因为没有家财万贯而被迫...放弃。
我钱包里有很多纸... 很多receipt纸...
看着漂亮的婚纱,美美的照片, 马尔代夫的沙滩...

我说我的财宝积儹在天上。(馬太福音6:19-24)

其实,我已经很满足 :)

发现#10
三个月减掉10公斤是不可能的。
白旗。

吃!


yay! 总算对你们有个交待。

Friday, April 29, 2011

我期待


我期待。


If you are interested in reading my post on my dream wedding.
well... my dream changed a bit.
but yes I am still very much anticipating :)

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

A new way to think about creativity - Elizabeth Gilbert

The best creativity video I have ever seen. | Stuff Christians Like – Jon Acuff

 I don't know why the video didn't show up but you can follow this link to the video anyway.

"creative people have this reputation for being enormously mentally unstable"
I laughed at this statement, and later sunk into deep thoughts.

Yes..how true is that.
At least once in your lifetime, you will have this worry of being sucked off all your creative juices...
and turn into a dry piece of junk, eventually kicked out by all the "new blood" "upcoming creative minds".. you name it.

"The most extraordinary aspects of your being didn't came from you, maybe they were on loan to you, to be passed along when you're finished. with somebody else." - Elizabeth Gilber.

Elizabeth used this illustration of the people in the desserts of North Africa centuries ago. People used to gather for moonlight dances which are magnificent because all the dancers are professionals.
But somehow, once in a while, there will be an "extraordinary" one. In present terms, "God-like". So the crowd will go shouting " Allah, Allah!" meaning "God, God!". This is because they know that the magnificent extraordinary performance is not by human, it's a glimpse of God.

We, creative people of this present time, have experienced that in one or more stage of our creative journey. We achieved something better than great, there are applause, praises, celebrations...
but what's next?
Just like the moon dancer, falling back to the old self the very next morning, wondering if he/she could ever do that again?

What's next?
Sometimes we don't even know which part of our being has this power to create such success.

Simply because we didn't create them. It's a supernatural power.

In Genesis 1 says, God created the heaven and the earth.
He is the master of all creation. Creativity comes from Him alone.

We are but vessels, receiving gifts and talents from above, then deliver to the world.

It's never about us... no matter how gifted you are in the creative field.
Creative Production Ministry is never about us...no matter how many past successes we've achieved.
I will continually remind myself, it's never ever about me.

It took me a long while, to give back the credits...to the Creator, the one who created me.
But I thank God I did.
Maybe you should do the same too :)

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

我有一部不错的相机,人家讲的。

认识我的人应该都见过它 - MAX.
很多人常说,MAX就像幽魂 - 你不知道什么时候会被拍到。
当你发觉的时候,你那副衰样已经给世界第三大国的人民一览无遗。可能还留了comment添!


我想去买间木屋,里面放mini theater, 一张水床,按摩椅,
木桌上放一台MacBook Pro, iPhone, iPad 2。
木橱放个LV Bag,一双Jimmy Choo, 一枚Cartier.
还有位就park一辆 GT-R R35,白色。


记得很久以前我讲过我的婚礼要纯白色。
现在想下...很leong又很chang ngan.

 那块红色的布很抢眼
有没有鬼戏的feel?

我还是不知道要写什么。

我的favorite。
有时我有点paiseh, paiseh自己学人家扮pro.


《EXIT出口》剧照。
每次的production我们都有director of photography.
每次的event都有official photogrpaher.

我只是那个没有DSLR,unofficial,
可是又不甘心,在旁边死命拍,在FB死命post的那个。

我有一部不错的相机,
我只会用auto intelligence 及 pin hole effect。
 所以才成为那个靠边站的人。
怪谁je? (bitter) 

可是我爽。
我喜欢。

我的梦想是成为周游四国的旅行者,拍下我所爱的画面,
写下想法,画下感觉
出版自己的书
给自己看 :)

你要看?跟我借啦。