but they never belong to me.
I have been facing with this kind of feeling recently.
Things that I love...have been taken away from me, one by one.
I just have to learn to accept that, they never belong to me from the start.
This is just a process of growing up, growing old.
And we have to be mature enough to let something go.
In fact, to let many things go.
One thing which keeps me going:
My God loves me and He will prepare all the best for me.
He is my only audience to please.
Sometimes, jellybeans and cute silly seals may keep me going, too!
Despite all the reality checks, NEVER SAY NEVER to what you believe in. Cz the One behind your faith is ALMIGHTY.