从此以后

所谓的大人物，就是每天不断努力的小人物。

当你看见某某成就了大事，
其实你正在努力的小事，就是某天别人口中的伟绩。
 当你听见某某拥有了世界，
其实你所追求的小梦想，就是某天别人追随的模范。

当你欣赏一个伟人，
试着去了解他卑微的开始，去探索他每天努力着的小事。
一个成功，肯定经历很多失败，只是他都胜过了。


瓶颈不是创意的终点
现实不是梦想的结局

忽然了解，
是我还不够努力。
是我还不够疯狂。

有人用了五年，有人用十年，
也有人经过了无数的十年，却还看不见曙光。

歌词说"谁会记得我的模样，谁会记得我受过的伤..."
上帝说：“我会。”
“你的每一滴眼泪我都记念。”

童话故事的开头总是“很久很久以前..."
结尾也是“从此以后..."

或许你的“很久很久以前”并不绚丽，不精彩，
但我相信，

我们都是这世界的过客，面对的也是短暂的问题。
我们要一起努力，
上帝将祝福我们的“从此以后..."

For the sake of posting something.

Bringing my laptop home is a serious mistake.
I shall fast the internet at home for 40-days to break this addiction.
ISH.

Need to bring peace back to my bedroom.

"Your job determines who you are.
If you want to change who you are,
First change what you do."

I am seriously pondering on this line from the movie "Repo Men".
Btw, I nearly vomited my dinner eaten 3 days ago after watching that.


Some random thoughts:
- Anyone out there is willing to compose melody for a song? If I have the lyrics
- I just want to cook a meal for myself.
- Tomorrow will be a happy day. 

mush is proud to be a Malaysian.

mush made it to the header, eventually.
it is after all her blog.

恋爱通告

此片让我有点跌眼镜...情节有少leong，但一张帅脸足以让我赦免一切~
王力宏很努力搞笑，我很努力陪笑... :p
还是帅帅地弹钢琴唱歌比较好。

“忽然发现那些幻想，其实是我的梦想...”
令我红了眼眶的台词。
我很少看爱情片会哭，哭也不是为了里面的爱情元素。

他对我说，
我这个人没有什么不良嗜好，
正确来讲，我很难会对一件事染上瘾。
一个对人对事都不会很执着的人，
所以不管什么鸟事把我惹毛，
我可以瞬间忘记，
一个很容易把东西放下的人。
即使被人误会诬赖，
这一秒我可以气得想把自己撕裂，
下一秒我就会“哎，算了吧”地自己碎碎念。

他说，刚发现我这种性格时真的很不能接受。
觉得我太懦弱，不敢为自己辩护，没有主见etc。

人长大后，
他说这是上帝赐给我最大的恩典。

我恍然大悟地Amen。
怪不得我的世界在23年8个月后还是那么美丽...

那天到Mantin宣教，有人问起我的名字。
“宁恩这个名字真好听，你一定是个能够安宁在神的恩典里的人。”
原来上帝赐的恩典，在我生在这个世界，还没有认识他，就伴随着我。
打从一开始，上帝就特别为我预备一个安宁美丽的世界...

写恋爱通告怎么写到这些呢...
都说我这个人很容易离题 :p

在世界里打拼，挣扎，矛盾，钻牛角尖的你，你，或你，
其实你们生命里一定有一个上帝特别特别赐给你的恩典。
只有你才拥有，因为它是上帝给你的special gift。
你一直都拥有着，可能你只是还没发现而已。
这个只有你才拥有的礼物，塑造着你人生的主题曲。
有一天，你身边的人一定能听得到。
你自己作曲，作词，只有你能演奏，属于你的theme song。

上帝一定是哼着这首主题曲，把你我带到这个世界上。
所以，若干年后，当你终于听见你生命的主题曲，
你会很感动，很感动...


我知道上帝爱世人，
但我总觉得，他特别特别爱我。

鸟

友曰：有翅膀的未必是天使,也有可能是鸟人。
此话确实一绝！

天底下鸟人的鸟话如枪林弹雨，
就看中鸟的是否防鸟功力深厚。

要避免中鸟害，虽不必上山练个十年八年，
学起“防鸟功”防身防身也不坏也。

防鸟功#1招：做个聋鸟
鸟话一律过滤，听不到就不知道。
缺点：万一鸟话中带有人话，错过重要讯息可能带来更大鸟害！

防鸟功#2招：做个忍鸟
听了鸟话，深呼吸，用力吞入肠胃，谷个一肚子鸟气，可以省掉吃饭钱。
缺点：可能导致肠胃纠结，排气不顺，健康受害，不是长久之计。

防鸟功#3招：做个恶鸟
以一字还一字来与鸟人过招，誓死都要拼到剩下最后一口鸟气！
缺点：通常会被鸟就代表你不够人家鸟功好，还去送死？

以上几招都是鸟招，无一招管用。
文毕前赠送最后绝招：

所谓“人必自鸟，然后人鸟之。”


减少自怜情怀，丢掉被害妄想症，脚踏实地地走出鸟笼，
方为上策。


与深受鸟害的你共勉之。

i almost

threw myself out of the window.
being in intervals of total restlessness and over-sleeping turned me upside down.

Recently I have been scribbling here & there...then closed the blog window..
Today I found out that I actually have 20++ saved drafts unpublished!
nyahah.
Mainly because I was bullshitting most of the time so I think it is better not to publish those craps and pollute this nice & friendly blog.
But while reading back at those posts, I realized I wrote better while crapping.
Maybe some secret power unleashed when I'm agitated/intensely confused/very-beh-tahan.
Well I didn't say that I was agitated/intensely confused/very-beh-tahan while writing those entries.

Hm. Maybe today I will try my best not to click on the "x" button after finishing this piece of crap.

So you better be lucky to read this.

Or not so lucky cz here I go crapping somemore.



Let's start with my fb status for today.
"What a birdie day."
Recently I was being "birditized" a lot. I know this is a fairly impolite word to use but well.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME???!!!"
are these song lyrics?

I don't know. But this "birding" activity going on now is very unpleasant to me.
I've lost the will to fight back. So I rather sit back and keep quiet.
I did apologized just in case I am really in the wrong.
Nah...then you know I am not sincere in doing so. Haha.

I will learn to forgive too.
Cz people must be very very VERY tulan to actually start "birding" you.
I will give them the room to express themselves without taking heart.



you see...I am so tempted to click "x" now.
my good sense just won't allow me to publish this.

After all I am such a good good girl with a soft and gentle heart.
konon-nya la.

whateveriamgoingtopublishthisublowa!


p/s: hahah.. i actually wrote all these...and got them published! forgive my crude emotions. i am still a good good girl with a soft & gentle heart ok :)

hm. I think I'll disallow comments from now onwards cz so many random spammers come disturb my blog & leave links which will bring you nowhere. ish! pollute my nice & friendly blog!!