this is the second night.
should I call this alert/disturbed/confused/excited?
I know great change is coming my way.
I just hope I'm prepared... or at least semi-ready.
some said I'm over-reacting.
Yes I am super allergic.
Sometimes when confirmation is luxury
we just have to go with the flow.
I don't understand my increasing heart rate
I couldn't stop the butterflies in my stomach
I need STRONG sedative drugs.
I am not sick.
I am not depressed.
I am just...
It's a positive thing. don't worry.